dEeP iNsiDE mY hEART..

soooooo sleepy today…..no mood to work, everything done slow-motioned….

arh~~~~mm….sleeP earLy to9…….

sometimes life is unpredictable…

this moment u r the luckiest in d world,next second u may feel a great ache in ur heart…

that everything is no longer belongs to u…

let it be,gal…

u will forget all this someday..

bless u…

Cant believe that i had travelled almost whole peninsular of malaysia last weekend within 3 days. Thursday nite start journey abt 11.30pm from jb, reached ipoh at 6.30am on friday morning. Then travel again from ipoh to Alor setar on saturday noon for fren’s wedding dinner, stay overnite at alor setar, go back to jb again on sunday morning,reach jb at 10.30pm.

Such a long journey that almost make myself ’stone’ on the car seat. Luckily i’m not the one who drive,haha…or else my leg sure numb….

Luckily got camera with me so that i can take some pics when i’m bored,haha…nice sunset i took at alor setar, but to bad,i din got chance to take the nice green paddy field along the highway at alor setar… :(            

Nvm,next time,i’m sure there will be next time soon!

mY piTY eyES…..fEEl guilTY to Let theM woRK tOO harD on micRoscopE todaY…scARe maY b onE daY thEY leavE mE coZ i TOrtUreD theM Lot…feELs likE faLLinG ouT oLedI….

waIt unTIl diE osO geT no bonUs…..piTY…

你曾经说过，跟我在一起，感觉幸福离你很遥远，所以你一直不敢奢求幸福，今天，我要在这里，许下一个属于我们的未来，这个未来是一个很简单的家，有你，有我，还有我们的小孩，这个是我们的ｆｉｎａｌ　ｈｏｍｅ。。。虽然我不是一个浪漫的人，但是我是唯一可以给你一辈子幸福的人。

–by my DEar,5.11.05

人做HR你做HR,做到你0甘蠢都有0既?!!搞都我每个月白白冇咗$5oo…… 我顶!!!

this yEar v-dAy my deaR speNt agAIn, haHAha…aftEr v-dAy wILL c hE nO $$ LiaO…haHAha….aLL comE tO my poCkeT joR….waHAha…flowEr & dInnEr maDE hIM ‘pokAi’ joR…hahAhA…anYwaY thAnx dEAr foR aLL u haVe donE tO mE…althoUGh U muSt bEEn LookEd a Bit ‘bluSheD’ whEn U waiTinG foR mE ouTsidE d mRT stAtioN..haHaha….canT imagInE LEh…hahAha….LovE UUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuu…….

fren? feel like always treat frens as good as i can, trying to help when they r helpless, cheer them up when they r sad, but ppl wont do this to me. then y i still behave like a santa clause to gv away all my kindness since no one appreciate me? aih….fren? or not fren? i started to confuse…

車禍重傷的偶像藝人許瑋倫昨晚不治，結束二十八年如煙火般絢爛而美麗的一生。

經過兩天搶救，許瑋倫昨天下午五時零九分心跳停止，醫院搶救兩個半小時，晚上七時卅七分仍宣告不治，守在加護病房外的父母及弟弟放聲大哭。

台中市澄清醫院副院長黃仁杰表示，許瑋倫昏迷指數一直停留在三，腦水腫嚴重，無法降壓，心跳原一分鐘有六十幾下，但昨天下午五時零九分，心跳突然停止，馬上緊急搶救，出動加重症醫學科、腦神經外科及胸腔外科十餘名醫師接力搶救，仍無法從死神手中救回。

澄清醫院重症加護中心主任吳整昌表示，許瑋倫廿六日晚間送院時，四肢無反應、無法說話，瞳孔放大對光無反應，心跳雖仍在運作，但因腦水腫，腦壓一直無法下降，持續壓迫腦中樞神經，胸腔因強大撞擊，造成挫傷性內出血，輸血超過一萬西西。

他指出，昨天下午許瑋倫心跳突然停止，血氧濃度下降，立刻使用強心劑，並作心外按摩，急救的兩個半小時過程中，曾一度恢復心跳，但又停止。

「我們看她年輕，很捨不得，相信她可以撐得過，多花了五倍時間搶救！」吳整昌說，類似狀況一般急救時間約三、四十分，因許瑋倫搶救時一度有心跳反應，十餘名醫生奮勇接力心外按摩，希望她能再有心跳，但最後仍告不治，「我們都盡力了！」

家屬在醫院宣布許瑋倫不治後，先在醫院地下室設簡易靈堂，接著討論後事，今天凌晨零時卅分將許瑋倫遺體連夜運回台北，移靈至慈恩園。